Sunday, June 17, 2012

How Great Thou Art



Her dark hair fell down her back in one continuous sheet down to her waist. She wore a thin white headband at her hairline. A gold cross necklace dangled down her cleavage. Around her wrist, she wore rosary beads, looped around several times to form a bracelet. Her grandmother had prayed daily with these rosary beads, but now Leah wore them to accent her bohemian style. Today, worn with a bikini top and a skirt that flowed down around her feet.
Between long draws, a cigarette carelessly hung between two fingers, swung at her side as she strolled along the empty sidewalk, the hot cement warm on her weathered feet. Leah had always despised wearing shoes, and her calloused feet showed the preference. This had started out as just a walk, but her walks inevitably ended on the front porch of her on-again-off-again boyfriend Jake. He was, of course, sitting on rickety chair, with a bottle of whiskey in his hand, already drunk at 11a.m., an occurrence that was not unusual.
“Hey, babe. Come over here and give Daddy some lovin,’” he slurred. Leah stood in front of him, hand on hip, not moving, not saying anything. She flicked the ashes off the end of the cigarette. She was tired of this. Everyday, the same thing, and she could pretty much guarantee he would be making out with someone else by the end of the night. Probably with the slut that just moved in next door. He seemed to have his eye on her. Leah knew how this would turn out, yet she always returned. She didn’t really have anyone better.
Reluctantly, she sat down on his lap. He tugged on her skirt, lifting it, until he could get his hand under the fabric. He rubbed up and down her leg, and this was only the beginning. Leah relaxed against him. She might as well enjoy it.  
Somewhere far in the distance, a church bell played How Great Thou Art to signal 12 o’ clock.

Paranoia


Do you know what it is like to not understand the conversations your two roommates are having? I’m talking not being able to hear one of them talking to you because they are yelling from another room, or jumping into the middle of an-already-in-progress conversation and not knowing what the original idea was. I’m talking about never having any idea what is being said because your two roommates are speaking effing Bulgarian. I mean when they speak to me, they speak English, but they rarely speak to me. I’ve tried striking up conversations with them, but these attempts usually fall flat, and they are back to speaking only Bulgarian. So, I’ve kind of given up trying. Now I’m getting rather resentful and paranoid. Today, I came back from a trip to Walmart, and one of them (whose name I’m still not completely sure of, but it is far too late to ask) was talking to someone one Skype.  I kept hearing her say something about Walmart, and I thought she was using a sarcastic I’m-making-fun-of-you tone. Now for all I really know there might be a common word in Bulgarian that sounds like Walmart. Maybe she wasn’t referring to my recent trip to Walmart. Maybe she was taking about a Walmart coming to her hometown in Bulgaria. I kind of doubt it, but hell, what do I know. When living in a room where English speakers are the minority for two weeks, paranoia seems the inevitable result. 

Friday, June 8, 2012

Accountability, Please

Almost a month ago, I graduated from Spring Arbor University with a degree in English Writing and a minor in sociology. Now I am working as a waitress in Mackinaw City for the summer, a job which basically requires no writing, except for scribbling illegible orders on a note pad so you can plug the orders in before your short term memory gobbles them up. Needless to say, that is not exactly the kind of writing I've been training for four years to do, but that is where life has taken me for the time being. I am determined, however, not to let the skills I have learned become rusty. This blog will keep me accountable , keep me writing. So here goes. Let the writing begin.